Can I make a bank show me the collateral they are putting up to loan people money and credit cards?

I am a member of a bank. I want to see the collateral with my eyes they put up when they loan to others. I want to make sure my bank is secure. I want to make sure this bank is safe. And I will not accept the FDIC as collateral which is tax payers. I have to put up collateral so should other humans like banks.